I’m the worst YouTuber…

I’ve been working on a YouTube video now for what seems like FoReVeR! It’s not a very good one, not at all.. but it’s almost done! The thing is I’m terrified! :O For some reason whenever I’m almost done I panic and find something i just HAVE to change! The video is not good, and it’s not supposed to be good since it’s my first try! xD But still I feel this icredible pressure, YouTube ia a scary and wounderful place, I just feel so scared for some reason! And I keep changing it and changing it… x( I guess I should just take the leap (of faith??) and press upload, would someone come over here and hold my hand while I do it? x( I’m just gonna change one more thing, I need to record voice over for a part of the video, but I can’t do it now cuz I’m sick! :( I sound very weird and snotty! xD Or maybe I should just do it.. snot or no snot.. just record and be done! Oh now I’m getting scared again… my tummy hurts! x( *hides*

Being Sick and Partying! :O

As some of you already know I’m sick, yet again! : P (So annoying!) First I had to cancel 2 streams last week because of work and 2 streams this week because I’m sick! x( Such bad timig! I have the worst luck! :( Atleast today I got some company while being sick and miserable! :D My sister and her boyfriend came over and we had volcano pizza and played Mario Party Island Tour on 3DS :) It was alot of fun! ^^ Photobucket Pictures, Images and Photos
We also played alittle bit of Super Smash Bros. but none of us had the patience to figure out the controlls so we returned to Mario Party very quick! xD

On another note I have a 24 hour stream planned in a little over a week! It’s to celebrate me finally getting my vaication form work and also 2000 followers on twitch! :O (Thank you so much guys! You are the best) So I bought some new games! Sice I also invited sis and Callical to play with me on the 24h stream I tried to focus on multiplayer games! ^^ Photobucket Pictures, Images and Photos
Final Fantasy Type-0 also slipped inside the shopping basked because I got a really great price! I couldn’t resist! <3 xD

I really look forward to my vaication…. I can finally stream like usual without problems (maybe even more!) :D I can finally forget the stress from work and calm down for a bit! It’s been really tough latley! :( I’ve been so forgetful and stressed! It’s only one week and 1 day left now… One week, one day…. *mumble mumble*

RSM Part 1 – My Loot! :D

I had a blast this weekend! We went to Gothenburg to go to RSM, a retro game convention and probably as close to nerd heaven on earth you can get! <3 Tons of games, tons of people and tons of fun! In this post I'm gonna show you what I bought! :D I always start saving for RSM the day after the con basically, just alittle here and there to make sure I can go each year. This year I did not go as crazy with the shopping as last year, I had a budget and I only went alittle above it! :D Here is what I got:

This was really cool, it’s the press-release version of Fairytale Fights for ps3, and it looks like a book! :D I also got a new screen for my Game Boy, a Zelda Iphone shell and A FREE BATMAN! :D <3 Yay! Haha Photobucket Pictures, Images and Photos Even though I don’t have a C64 yet I just had to buy these two games, the fronts were just priceless so I had to have them! The I.Ball dude kind of looks like batman right?? I mean the design of him, exept from the fact that he is a ball! He even have the same crooked half smile! And this mermaid was just so….. wow! The look on that poor divers face, pure panic! xD I also got YOSHI SLIPPERS and Rush n’ Attack for nes! ^^ Photobucket Pictures, Images and Photos I also found some Vectrex games! The Armor Attack + overlay my sister sneaked off and got for me and then hid in my bags! I was so scared when I found it when I was unpacking later, for a few seconds I thought I had accidentally stolen it! xD Haha! Thank you again sis! <3<3<3<3<3 Photobucket Pictures, Images and Photos And here we have the traditional gaming themed head wear I have gotten each year so far on RSM! This year I got a Mario beanie! :D I also found inFamous: First Light REALLY cheap! :D I added 2 gaming cups to my collection and Tetris coockie cutters! Photobucket Pictures, Images and Photos I also bought 2 Sega Megadrive games, Lemmings 2: The Tribes and Zoop! I have no idea what Zoop is, some kind of puzzle game it seems. I was just really drawn to the front! :) I also got some japanese Gameboy games, Hamtaro something, “another random game with a hamster” 1 and 2, Kirby’s Dreamland and something I’m guessing might be a cooking game! xD The awesome Likilato was also at RSM and he was selling games at the Söders Spel & Skivhandel booth! After I did some shopping at his booth I got to choose a game for free in his loot box, I went with Stuart Little 2 for Ps1! Thank you again Likilato! ^^ Photobucket Pictures, Images and Photos This year I bought alot of games that I felt was visually beautiful or funny, I took a dive in a Snes box and found alot of cool looking games, the two most beautiful was definetly Romancing Saga 2 and 3! The japanese really have a talent for making stunning game fronts! The game to the right of them I have no idea what it is but it looked cool! xD I also got Tetris, some other “pretty front game” and the game with the boys on the front I bought because Seb said it was fun! :D I bought Titan just because the guy on the front was so funny! That facial expression is so awesome! xD And all dressed in what looks like some kind of latex suit! And of course… EXPLOTIONS! This game must be packed with action judging by the front! Haha! xD All these games I got at the retrospel.se booth! If you are swedish check out their online store! :D Photobucket Pictures, Images and Photos I’m very happy with my shopping this year, I met alot of very nice sellers and got some great deals! Thank you so much! <3<3<3 Photobucket Pictures, Images and Photos The cats were very happy when we came home, Gin became a “Gin-sticker” and stayed as close to me as he could until he finally purred me to sleep! That’s why I’m posting this blog post one day late, I had written about half of it when his superpower was too much for me and I just fell asleep! He is a grey fluffy little Jigglypuff! xD I did however manage to try one of my new tea cups before I was in dream land! ^^ Photobucket Pictures, Images and Photos Oh! Btw, did you spot all the batmans? He is hiding in every picture :)))

On the way home from RSM!

What a great weekend I’ve had! It was such a great con this year! :D The 8 h drive was SO worth it! I’m currently sittning in the car on my way home and most of the pictures are on the camera so all I can do is give you guys a sneaky peak and I’ll do a bigger RSM post later! :)  photo image_zpsn1usy7ie.jpg  photo image_zpslisosxzs.jpg (Photo by my friend Jon) This is little more than half of the RSM hall, the other side was packed with people too! :O  photo image_zpsinko9wqs.jpg My tradition of always buying a game themed head wear lives on! I got this awesome Mario beanie! <3 And of course a RSM t-shirt! :D  photo image_zpsaj74vlcr.jpg I got some awesome loot too (and a free Batman)! But the loot I will show you guys later! :D *hugs*

First Retro Night Stream / RSM Hype! :D

It was soooooo much fun streaming retro games! :D “Retro Night” is definetly going to become a regular thing on the stream! ^^ I started playing Super Mario Bros., then Super Mario Bros. 3, Chip n’ Dale, Probotector and lastly some space pew pew in Gradius! =) Photobucket Pictures, Images and Photos
It was kind of a long time ago since I played on any of my old consoles really so it was so much fun to take a dive into my game cupboard and see all the stuff it’s been hiding. The NOT so fun part was cleaning up the mess I made after the stream! xD Photobucket Pictures, Images and Photos
Now I better start packing and try to get some rest before we leave for Gothenburg and RSM in a few hours! Have a great weekend everyone! <3 <3

Silent Hills Getting Cancelled…

I don’t even know where to begin… I don’t really know what to say… THE GAME I was looking forward to like crazy… THE ONLY horror game in my opinion who actually showed REAL promise in YEARS and YEARS… Cancelled… Scrapped… No more… Excuse me while I bang my head against the keyboard in frustration!

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Ok, there… Now I feel better! BUT my disappointment is still very real. I can not belive this! :((( I was really looking forward to this game and now it’s not gonna happen?!?! And rumors are flying around saying that Hideo Kojima being fired?? I don’t even know what happened or what the reason for the game being cancelled is but something I DO know is that it SUCKS! Konami has said that they will continue to make Silent Hill games but that provides no comfort WHATSOEVER since they have not really impressesed at all these past few years…

I really hope that whoever decided that cancelling Silent Hills would be a good idea changes it’s mind.. Or that Hideo Kojima and Guillermo del Toro breaks loose and continues whitout Konami. Just re-name the project and do it! This game needs to happen! Come on guys! I dare you! ;)

Technically I Didn’t Starve…

I’m sick AGAIN! (This is ridiculous, stupid malfunctioning immune system) :(( I’m trying to chock my boby with tons of vitamins and anti-cold stuff so I get better asap! I’m really getting sick of beeing… uuumm, well sick! xO

I have been playing alot of Don’t Starve these past few days, it’s so much fun but oh sooooooo frustrating! x( I usually die somewhere between day 30-40 (yeah I’m a noob) and always for some stupid reason too like I don’t have enough wood or grass to make a fire when night hits, or standing to close to an angry beefalo, freezing or overheating… I never die in a cool way, like an epic battle or something like that! Just by making stupid mistakes! I was even killled by a bee one time! xD But hey, since the game is called “Don’t Starve” and I don’t technically die from starvation… that means I’m doing something right….. right??? xD Photobucket Pictures, Images and Photos Poor Wilson! I never manage to build something to cool him down with before he dies! x(

Oh and by the way! Look at this Gin-art made by AleaFlight! Photobucket Pictures, Images and Photos It’s so awesome, looks just like him! Thank you so much! I love it! :D Please check out Alea’s Deviantart to see more of her work! <3