Did you miss me??? Really??? Awwww you’re just saying that! ;D *Kidding!* But I sure missed writing my blog! (A little contradictive since it took so long for me to return! I know!) x( I suck! Well no, actually life sucks and I think part of the reason it took so long for me to get here is because I DREADED for the moment when I had to sit down and write about it.. So you know what I finally decided? I’m not gonna do it!! Nu-uh! I’ll just draw a big line over it and move on! Life gave me lemons and I’m trowing them back in life’s face! After letting them lay for a while and rot! 😉

I do need to tell you about one bad thing that happened though, cuz it kind of explains some of my “unfocusedness” during GameX (which I will tell you about in my next post!) My cat got sick, and I mean REALLY sick! Between life and death sick.. ='( And he got sick the DAY BEFORE we were gonna leave for GameX! And yeah some might say things like “it’s just a cat” but really, my cats are a part of my family and I love all of them to death! But the cat that got sick, Gin, is of course the one of them that is super loving and sooo attached to me! This is no ordinary cat I can assure you! No! He has been my “moral-support-co-op gaming partner” for the past 8 years! He has been right there in my lap for hours and hours of adventuring, we saved hyrule a few times, cried to a few Final Fantasy endings, him purring and making me feel safe while playing horror games, pawing the controller during important boss fights, he was right there beside me (or on me x) ) for the whole ride! And not only during gaming, he’s always by my side really… And when it’s bedtime he refuses to sleep unless I let him have his head on my arm and I hold him, like spooning! x) He’s a real sweetheart so you could never ever imagine how my heart broke when he got sick! And I blamed myself soooo much cuz I had been so busy for 2 months building my cosplay, not spending as much time with him as I use to! x(

It took about a month of almost daily vet. visits, a few emergency visits in the middle of the night, he was “hospitalized” 3-4 times, alot of medication, many tears and little sleep… My dad and I took turns sleeping a few hours while the other one watched him, then we switched so we had 24hours a day surveillance on him at all times! I refused to just give up on him after about a month THANK YOU MY LUCKY STAR he finally got better despite some very doubtfull veterinarians! And now he is back were he supposed to be, curled up in a little ball, purring in my lap! ^^ ❤

Right before Gin got sick he started a career as the “LoL/Cat stream cat”, sadly it was cut short by his sickness and us moving back into our apartment after the water damage was fixed. But he still managed to capture some of the viewers hearts and I would like to thank all of you who sent him get well wishes! It meant alot and kept our kitteh fighting! Thanks all of you! ❤ ^^

If you wanna watch the streams they can be found on my sisters Twitch, here and here! 😀

During Gin’s sickness I really didn’t do anything other than attend to him, and before he got sick I was building my cosplay for 2 months, so that adds up to little over 3 months with pretty much NO VIDEO GAMES! :O After Gin got better and things started to feel normal this was the first thing that my body demanded I took care of! Oh man, the feeling when I sat down for the first time after this rollercoaster and just held the controller in my hands! I was HOME! 😀 (I’m so silly, haha! But I loooooove video games so much I don’t care ;D ) The first game I played was Assassins Creed Black Flag and it was… amazing! xD I am so in love with that game! I’ve also played a bunch of other games: resident evil 6 (not as good, lol), pikmin 3, little big planet on vita, LBP 2, atelier ayesha – the alchemist of dusk, borderlands, minecraft on PS3 and I just started with Zelda – a link between worlds! Ahhhhh gaming, I missed you! ^^ Me and my sister also played a few games together, A shadows tale, the last of us (OMG! Great game!) and then we starded playing a kind of weird game, resonance of fate, seems to have very little story (or non at all almost) x) And it has the most confusing battle system ever! (You gotta come over so we can continue playing sis! 😉 )

Ok so this post turned out a bit longer than I intended! x) So I’m just gonna end it now by saying some things I missed out on saying: Merry Christmas, Happy New Year and Happy Winter-een-mas! Btw, how do you like our christmas tree? 😀