I’m the worst YouTuber…

I’ve been working on a YouTube video now for what seems like FoReVeR! It’s not a very good one, not at all.. but it’s almost done! The thing is I’m terrified! :O For some reason whenever I’m almost done I panic and find something i just HAVE to change! The video is not good, and it’s not supposed to be good since it’s my first try! xD But still I feel this icredible pressure, YouTube ia a scary and wounderful place, I just feel so scared for some reason! And I keep changing it and changing it… x( I guess I should just take the leap (of faith??) and press upload, would someone come over here and hold my hand while I do it? x( I’m just gonna change one more thing, I need to record voice over for a part of the video, but I can’t do it now cuz I’m sick! 😦 I sound very weird and snotty! xD Or maybe I should just do it.. snot or no snot.. just record and be done! Oh now I’m getting scared again… my tummy hurts! x( *hides*